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I've come to terms with the fact that I have an eating disorder. I will not tell anyone. I will not go to a doctor. My disorder is my friend. I am sick, twisted, and I don't see myself when I look in the mirror. I just want to be thin. I will always want to be thin. This blog will contain these thoughts trying to escape. My friend and I, well... someone else should know.
I've come to terms with the fact that I have an eating disorder. I will not tell anyone. I will not go to a doctor. My disorder is my friend. I am sick, twisted, and I don't see myself when I look in the mirror. I just want to be thin. I will always want to be thin. This blog will contain these thoughts trying to escape. My friend and I, well... someone else should know.
Starvation is fulfilling. Colors become brighter, sounds sharper, odors so much more savory and penetrating that inhalation fills every fibre and pore of the body. The greatest enjoyment of food is actually found when never a morsel passes the lips.
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Posted 1 year ago
I apologize for not being on very much
I don’t have a computer and I’ve been really busy. My grandma is still in the hospital and we’ve been going up to her place every day to clean up after the hurricane and take care of the dogs. Hopefully I’ll be back within the week. Hope everyone is doing well
Posted 1 year ago
It hasn’t been good lately
Between the incoming hurricane bullshit and my grandma in the hospital I’ve been really stressed. Not to mention school starts in two weeks. I’m trying so hard to eat less and exercise more, but the stress is a necessary evil I’m going to have to fight.
Posted 1 year ago
